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_art/2022-12-01-trinity-2.md

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+---
+layout: post
+title: "trinity-2"
+date:   2022-12-01
+categories: art
+author: Mahdi
+---
+
+![trinity-2](/img/arts/trinity-2.jpg)
+
+<span class='image-details'>
+Let us gather dust
+</span>

_art/2022-12-01-trinity.md

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+---
+layout: post
+title: "trinity"
+date:   2022-12-01
+categories: art
+author: Mahdi
+---
+
+![trinity](/img/arts/trinity.jpg)
+
+<span class='image-details'>
+A marble in my place
+</span>

_bibliography/references.bib

@@ -533,3 +533,17 @@
   journal={MIT Technology Review},
   year={2020}
 }
+
+@article{von1992stroll,
+  title={A stroll through the worlds of animals and men: A picture book of invisible worlds},
+  author={Von Uexk{\"u}ll, Jakob},
+  year={1992},
+  publisher={Walter de Gruyter, Berlin/New York Berlin, New York}
+}
+
+@book{maturana1987tree,
+  title={The tree of knowledge: The biological roots of human understanding.},
+  author={Maturana, Humberto R and Varela, Francisco J},
+  year={1987},
+  publisher={New Science Library/Shambhala Publications}
+}

_posts/2021-02-14-depression-as-an-umwelt.md

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+---
+layout: post
+title: "Depression as an Umwelt"
+date: 2021-02-14 00:00:00
+permalink: depression-as-an-umwelt/
+categories: personal, philosophy
+author: Mahdi
+---
+
+[Von Uexküll’s A Stroll Through the Worlds of Animals and
+Men](http://cspeech.ucd.ie/Fred/docs/vonUexkuell.pdf) is my favourite reading of
+the module so far, and it made me think about the relation of depression and the
+_Umwelt_, and what better time than our pandemic to think about these things with first-hand experiences.
+
+An animal, or any being’s Umwelt is restricted to what is relevant for that
+being, as an example, the tick’s Umwelt does not include vision or hearing similar to ours, but rather, it mostly consists of a sense of smell, and not one that us humans employ, but one that is specifically sensitive to one smell, that of butyric acid. Similarly, this idea extends to space and time; a snail’s sense of time is different to ours as is shown with the rubber ball experiment.
+
+Now of course, each individual being has its own Umwelt, although it may share
+a lot of properties with other members of its species, no two individuals can be
+said to have the same Umwelt:
+
+> In the grounds of my cousin’s castle in Estonia there stoon an old apple tree.
+A huge lichen had grown on it, which vaguely resembled the face of a clown, but
+no one had ever noticed this resemblance. One day my cousin had a dozen Russian
+seasonal labourers brought in, who discovered the apple tree and thereafter
+gathered before it daily for worship, murmuring prayers and crossing themselves.
+They declared that the fungus must be a wonder-working image, because it was not
+made by hand of man. To them, magic processes in nature appeared quite natural.
+{% cite von1992stroll %}
+
+This idea seems compatible with my experience with depression, that is, there is a gradual or at times a more instant shift in an individual’s Umwelt when they experience depression or similar states. With this idea in mind, I set out to find such differences with empirical evidence.
+
+Turns out, there is reason to believe that depression might cause [changes in
+our visual
+perception](https://www.health.harvard.edu/newsletter_article/the-quirky-brain-how-depression-may-alter-visual-perception),
+perhaps[^1] seeing with a lower contrast; [perception of
+time](https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30798221/) as in time dilation or
+acceleration, as well as a potential [reduction in pain
+perception](https://journals.lww.com/psychosomaticmedicine/Citation/1994/07000/Pain_perception_in_depression__relationships_to.10.aspx)
+and [more](https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/19414617/).
+
+In a sense, depression has an Umwelt of its own, one with features that might
+be shared among those who experience it, or not. The significance of this for me
+is the hard problem of understanding depression, since it’s an Umwelt of its
+own, it is not easy for us to see into each others’ Umwelt, and if factors
+such as culture, language, history and more change our Umwelt and make it
+harder for us to understand each other, so do states such as depression. One
+might say the same could be said without the need to refer to an Umwelt, however, the distinction between worlds is important here. The understanding that this is not merely a change to be explained through simple behavioral analysis, but rather it might mean diving deep into another world governed by different rules.
+
+_This blog post was originally written for [Beyond
+Solipsism](https://postcognitivism.wordpress.com/2021/02/14/depression-as-an-umwelt/#more-3255)
+as part of my cognitive science course_
+
+## References
+
+{% bibliography --cited %}
+
+## Footnotes
+
+[^1]: I emphasise perhaps, because I personally have doubts about how much can be inferred from brain scan experiments, one might say there is a difference, but what the difference exactly is might not be as reliably derivable.

_posts/2021-04-05-a-fear-of-worlds-unknown.md

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+---
+layout: post
+title: "A Fear of Worlds Unknown"
+date: 2021-04-05 00:00:00
+permalink: a-fear-of-worlds-unknown/
+categories: personal, philosophy
+author: Mahdi
+---
+
+When it comes to ethics, the impossibly hard question of ethics, we get dizzy when we try to think about relativity of it. The ideas of 4E cognition and imminence have been closer to my heart than the alternative approaches, however, I have always been dumbfounded by the question of ethics in such a framework.
+
+In The Tree of Knowledge, Maturana and Varela touch on this dizziness and fear that may haunt us once we realise we can’t pin down an origin for what happens, as all beings are structurally coupled and there is a mutual “bringing forth” of worlds by each, hence there is no the world, but a world for each, and each of these worlds is as legitimate as any other. Escher’s drawing of a hand drawing itself is a potential depiction of this recursion where we can’t say who is drawing who: we are bringing forth a world as much as this world brings us forth.
+
+> [I]f we do not presuppose an objective world independent of us as observers,
+it seems we are accepting that everything is relative and anything is possible
+in the denial of all lawfulness. Thus we confront the problem of understanding
+how our experience—the praxis of our living—is coupled to a surrounding world
+which appears filled with regularities that are at every instant the result of
+our biological and social histories. {% cite maturana1987tree %} (Chapter 10,
+page 241)
+
+How can we talk about ethics in such a setting? If there is no objective world to be talked about, no objective morality, what do we have to say at all about ethics?
+Copyright: Stranger on the internet who made the meme
+
+It seems impossible to accept legitimacy of someone else’s world and moral values if we are on opposite ends of an spectrum; it’s hard to accept Trump supporters by liberals, it’s hard to accept cannibalism by certain cultures, etcetera. Meanwhile, there is a close coupling between these opposing parties, even though it may not seem so at first glance. We only have a world that we bring forth together with others, whether we like them or not.
+
+In this setup we are doomed if we aim for certainty and an ideological truth on any subject, specially moral subjects. Our only hope is to opt for a mutual broadening of our perspectives to include understanding of worlds unknown to us, to not be astonished by another’s world, but be able to take it in. We don’t have to adopt another’s world, to replace our world with theirs (or force them to adopt our world!), but we need to understand the validity of all worlds.
+
+A friend of mine once told me that Utopia is not a place where everything and everyone is doing the right things, but it is a place that anyone can be anything they want to be. Utopia does not exist and will never come, but I think I am slowly starting to understand this concept. Still, I struggle with how this would work in practice, but I find it hard to see transcedental or absolute ethics as an alternative.
+
+
+_This blog post was originally written for [Beyond
+Solipsism](https://postcognitivism.wordpress.com/2021/04/05/a-fear-of-worlds-unknown/#more-3647)
+as part of my cognitive science course_
+
+{% bibliography --cited %}

_posts/2022-09-15-pahlavi-avestan-intro.md

@@ -587,6 +587,8 @@ an honourable man; فرزانه.
 moderation, plan, design, rule, proportion, estimate, compact, agreement, golden
 mean, metrical measure; پیمان.
 
+<span class='pahlavi'>nvyk</span> (keyvân): Saturn; کیوان.
+
 # Persian Calendar Month Names
 
 <span class='pahlavi'>nyjEl|rp</span> (Farvardîn): same as <span
@@ -613,8 +615,7 @@ month of Zoroastrian Calendar; اسفند، اسپندارمد.
 
 # Additional resources
 
-- [Introduction to Pahlavi by Prods OKTOR SKJÆRVØ](/files/pahlavi/Pahlavi Primer
+- [Introduction to Pahlavi by Prods OKTOR SKJÆRVØ](/files/pahlavi/Pahlavi Primer Prods Oktor Skjaerv.pdf): a great resource with introduction to grammar, a
-  - Prods Oktor Skjaerv.pdf): a great resource with introduction to grammar, a
   lot of words and full text translations.
 - [Avestan Digital Archive](https://ada.geschkult.fu-berlin.de/): a search
   engine for manuscripts
@@ -630,12 +631,10 @@ month of Zoroastrian Calendar; اسفند، اسپندارمد.
 - [Small Dictionary of Middle Persian](/files/pahlavi/ParsiMianeh.pdf): A small
   dictionary of Middle Persian words, along with their Modern Persian equivalent
   and transliteration
-- [A Concise Pahlavi Dictionary by
+- [A Concise Pahlavi Dictionary by McKenzie](/files/pahlavi/A-Concise-Pahlavi-Dictionary.pdf): A small dictionary
-  McKenzie](/files/pahlavi/A-Concise-Pahlavi-Dictionary.pdf): A small dictionary
   of Middle Persian words, along with their Modern Persian equivalent and
   transliteration
-- [An Old Zand-Pahlavi Glossary by Hoshang Jamaspji
+- [An Old Zand-Pahlavi Glossary by Hoshang Jamaspji Asa](/files/pahlavi/An-Old-Zand-Pahlavi-Glossary.pdf): An Avestan to Pahlavi
-  Asa](/files/pahlavi/An-Old-Zand-Pahlavi-Glossary.pdf): An Avestan to Pahlavi
   dictonary
 - [Parsi Anjoman](https://parsianjoman.org/): a website and community full of
   resources dedicated to preservation of Persian language

_posts/2022-11-15-animals-and-machines.md

@@ -2,7 +2,7 @@
 layout: post
 title: "On Efficiency of Animals and Machines"
 subtitle: "I find comparing animals and machines absurd"
-date: 2022-11-13 00:00:00
+date: 2022-11-15 00:00:00
 permalink: animals-and-machines/
 categories: personal, science
 math: true

_posts/2022-11-27-i-want-to-breathe.md

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+---
+layout: post
+title: "I want to breathe in..."
+subtitle: "...میخواهم دم بگیرم"
+date: 2022-11-27 00:00:00
+permalink: i-want-to-breathe/
+categories: personal
+author: Mahdi
+excerpt_separator: <!--more-->
+---
+
+I want to breathe in an old Roman library<br />
+I want to breathe in the smell of Turkish cafe in Izmir<br />
+I want to breathe in the dusty air of a caravansaray in Kerman<br />
+I want to breathe in the rainforest in Amazon, when it’s raining<br />
+I want to breathe in loud sweaty nightclubs in Europe<br />
+<!--more-->
+I want to breathe in the cold scanvinavian winter in Kingsleden<br />
+I want to breathe in the old Persian houses of Yazd<br />
+I want to breathe in Damascus<br />
+I want to breathe in the smoky wooden cabins of Ugandan villages<br />
+I want to breathe in the plantations in Tanzania<br />
+I want to breathe in ancient air of Chogha Zanbil and Egyptian Pyramids<br />
+I want to breathe in a Mongolian ger<br />
+I want to breathe in a Chinese Buddhist temple<br />
+I want to breathe in the busy streets of Mumbai<br />
+I want to breathe in Machu Picchu<br />
+I want to breathe in Antarctica<br />
+I want to breathe in a Japanese onsen<br />
+I want to breathe in the Savannah and the Sahara<br />
+I want to breathe on top of Mount Damavand<br />
+I want to breathe in the Panaman air sandwiched between the seas<br />
+I want to breathe in the Alaskan air while watching a moose pass by<br />
+I want to breathe in Samarkand and Bukhara<br />
+I want to breathe in the mountain villages of Bhutan<br />
+I want to breathe in Taman Nagara<br />
+I want to breathe in an Australian desert<br />
+I want to breathe in the salty air of a sailing ship<br />
+I want to breathe in La Sagrada Familia, and imagine Gaudi sitting beside me<br />
+I want to breathe in castles of France<br />
+I want to breathe in a Kurdish house<br />
+I want to breathe in the frozen villages of Russia<br />
+I want to breathe in Al-Aqsa Mosque<br />
+I want to breathe in a Zoroastrian fire temple<br />
+I want to breathe…
+
+---
+
+{% fa %}
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از نسک‌خانه‌های رومی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از کهوه‌های ایزمیر<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از کاروانسرایی در کرمان<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از جنگل‌های آمازون، زمانِ باران<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از کلاب‌های شبانه‌ی نمدار و پرآوای اروپا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از هوای سرد زمستانی اسکاندیناوی در کینگز‌لدن<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از خانه‌های کهن یزد<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از دمشق<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از اتاق‌های چوبی پر از دود روستاهای یوگاندا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از کشت‌زار‌های تانزانیا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از هوای باستانی چغازنبیل و اهرام سه‌گانه‌ی مصر<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از گِر مغولستانی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از نیایشگاه‌های بودایی چین<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از خیابان‌های پرآمد و شد بمبئی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از ماچو پیچو<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از جنوبگاه زمین<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از گرمابه‌های ژاپن<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از ساوانا و صحرا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از چکاد دماوند<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از هوای پاناما که میان دو دریاست<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از هوای آلاسکا و نگریستن به گوزنی شمالی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از سمرقند و بخارا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از روستاهای کوهستانی بوتان<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از تامان ناگارا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از بیابان‌های استرالیا<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از هوای شور از نمک یک کشتی بادبانی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از ساگرادا فامیلیا و گاودی را نشسته در کنار خود پندارم<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از دژ‌های فرانسوی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از خانه‌ای کورد<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از روستاهای یخ‌بسته‌ی روسیه<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از مزگت الاقصی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم از آتشکده‌های زرتشتی<br />
+میخواهم دم بگیرم…
+{% endfa %}
+
+

_sass/_layout.scss

@@ -166,6 +166,15 @@ strong {
   }
 }
 
+.post-content .footnote + .heading-link {
+  display: none;
+}
+
+.footnotes .heading-link {
+  left: -40px;
+  top: 5px;
+}
+
 article .image-caption {
   display: block;
   text-align: center;
@@ -228,3 +237,13 @@ hr {
 .art .post-content:hover .image-details {
   opacity: 0;
 }
+
+.notice {
+  background-color: #80c4d5;
+  padding: 1rem 2rem;
+  border-radius: 3px;
+
+  p {
+    margin: 0;
+  }
+}

art.html

@@ -3,6 +3,15 @@ layout: default
 ---
 
 <div class="home art">
+  <div class='notice'>
+    {% assign email_body = "Hello Mahdi,%0A%0AI am looking for a photographer for <please describe your event / goal and the timing, if you know it.>.%0A%0ABest,%0A<Your name>" %}
+    {% assign email_subject = "Photography Service" %}
+    <p>
+      If you want to hire me as a photographer, send me an email to
+      <a href='mailto:mdibaiee@pm.me?subject={{ email_subject }}&body={{ email_body}}'>mdibaiee@pm.me</a>
+    </p>
+  </div>
+
   <ul class="post-list">
     {% for post in site.art reversed %}
       {% if post.published == false %}

snippets.md

@@ -1983,46 +1983,46 @@ I hate RSA.ie, I absolutely abhor Ireland's Road Safety Authority.
 
 ---
 
-I don't believe in omens or fear
+I don't believe in omens or fear<br/>
-Forebodings. I flee from neither slander
+Forebodings. I flee from neither slander<br/>
-Nor from poison. Death does not exist.
+Nor from poison. Death does not exist.<br/>
-Everyone's immortal. Everything is too.
+Everyone's immortal. Everything is too.<br/>
-No point in fearing death at seventeen,
+No point in fearing death at seventeen,<br/>
-Or seventy. There's only here and now, and light;
+Or seventy. There's only here and now, and light;<br/>
-Neither death, nor darkness, exists.
+Neither death, nor darkness, exists.<br/>
-We're all already on the seashore;
+We're all already on the seashore;<br/>
-I'm one of those who'll be hauling in the nets
+I'm one of those who'll be hauling in the nets<br/>
-When a shoal of immortality swims by.
+When a shoal of immortality swims by.<br/>
 
-If you live in a house - the house will not fall.
+If you live in a house - the house will not fall.<br/>
-I'll summon any of the centuries,
+I'll summon any of the centuries,<br/>
-Then enter one and build a house in it.
+Then enter one and build a house in it.<br/>
-That's why your children and your wives
+That's why your children and your wives<br/>
-Sit with me at one table, -
+Sit with me at one table, -<br/>
-The same for ancestor and grandson:
+The same for ancestor and grandson:<br/>
-The future is being accomplished now,
+The future is being accomplished now,<br/>
-If I raise my hand a little,
+If I raise my hand a little,<br/>
-All five beams of light will stay with you.
+All five beams of light will stay with you.<br/>
-Each day I used my collar bones
+Each day I used my collar bones<br/>
-For shoring up the past, as though with timber,
+For shoring up the past, as though with timber,<br/>
-I measured time with geodetic chains
+I measured time with geodetic chains<br/>
-And marched across it, as though it were the Urals.
+And marched across it, as though it were the Urals.<br/>
 
-I tailored the age to fit me.
+I tailored the age to fit me.<br/>
-We walked to the south, raising dust above the steppe;
+We walked to the south, raising dust above the steppe;<br/>
-The tall weeds fumed; the grasshopper danced,
+The tall weeds fumed; the grasshopper danced,<br/>
-Touching its antenna to the horse-shoes - and it prophesied,
+Touching its antenna to the horse-shoes - and it prophesied,<br/>
-Threatening me with destruction, like a monk.
+Threatening me with destruction, like a monk.<br/>
-I strapped my fate to the saddle;
+I strapped my fate to the saddle;<br/>
-And even now, in these coming times,
+And even now, in these coming times,<br/>
-I stand up in the stirrups like a child.
+I stand up in the stirrups like a child.<br/>
 
-I'm satisfied with deathlessness,
+I'm satisfied with deathlessness,<br/>
-For my blood to flow from age to age.
+For my blood to flow from age to age.<br/>
-Yet for a corner whose warmth I could rely on
+Yet for a corner whose warmth I could rely on<br/>
-I'd willingly have given all my life,
+I'd willingly have given all my life,<br/>
-Whenever her flying needle
+Whenever her flying needle<br/>
-Tugged me, like a thread, around the globe.
+Tugged me, like a thread, around the globe.<br/>
 
 - Life, Life by Arseny Tarkovsky